There was a time where I thought the world revolved around you. As though my existence was solely dependent on you being my center of gravity. A frame of mind that survival was for a life that was not my own, but for us.
I know now how wrong that was. The way I loved you, and the way you loved me back.
As if you’d be there always, and forever. As though love was supposed to be painful and a symbol of triumph. That forgiveness was mandatory even when my heart wasn’t healed.
We built a statue, I just didn’t know it was made of ruins.
This week was a surprisingly long week. It feels like so much has happened, which is actually quite accurate… so here it goes! Fourth of July celebrations, Stop Oil Trains march and rally, and delicious Cuban brunch. Post-grad life has been full of surprises, challenges, and accomplishments. I think I deserve epic Sunday brunches more often.
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Hello readers! I have decided to officially start a blog (what?!). This is something that I have been thinking of doing in the past couple of years, but did not necessarily prioritize or feel incredibly committed to. However, I realized that after post-grad it would be great to share some of my life with friends and family. I feel as though my summer has been incredibly exciting especially considering my summer fellowship, and my new experiences having moved back to the Bay Area. This next year will be a lot of figuring out what I want to do next, and I’d love to be able to share my thoughts and reflections with you all. It may not be exciting every single day, but I promise it will be worth it! There will be lots of work related posts, a great deal of food and music, and of course some great stories about my cat. Welcome to the blog warming party, I hope you’ll consider staying!